WHAT UP oh man, I joined the My Space cult....everyone stop judging! just messin...but my name on My Space is the same so you should check it out if you have one, if not, get one, they're sweet... Okay I hate saying really serious stuff on here, but everyone...I broke up with Jon. On Thursday....and I"m really surprised, God was preparing me for it I think, because I'm not that sad. Of course, I know I will be. But I've had a real peace about it. Yet on Friday I cried for 4 hours....and then after that I realized I need to change a couple things, and that I did the right thing by breaking it off. I just couldn't take how one-sided our relationship had become. It was like, I was trying and he wasn't. It was entirely a one way relationship (not always, but towards the end) and it's ironic that I was the one trying so hard and then ended up ending it. But all is well. And maybe I'm still in shock over it all, I'm not sure. I'm sure there wil be hard times ahead, but I pray that in return for this huge step God just keeps on comforting me and sending people my way to love on me, as well as keep pressing on me to change the things I need to still. Peace | 
